Friday, December 11, 2009

ouch

so the biggest thing to write about for this week is.... yesterday i was supposed to teach, and i walked outside and noticed a sheet of ice surrounding our building on all sides. our brilliant apartment complex decided to put the sprinklers on in 20 degree weather. so i try to walk very carefully to my car.... and bust it, evidently breaking my fall with my elbows and butt. so even though my new sweet friend elise had just fixed my back (after more than a year of back pain thanks to a hypermobile spine that gets out of place easily), it got hurt all over again; i have a bruise on my butt; two crazy pained elbows (bruises accumulating quickly); WHIPLASH! (have you ever had whiplash? my goodness!! it hurts to yawn! i'm realizing just how many muscles are in my neck, too. i guess it's a good learning experience... i bruised my neck meat! haha); and i didn't get to teach because it hurt so bad. am i 85 for experiencing this much pain from a dang fall??? needless to say, it's pretty difficult to not hold on to anger towards the management when i am constantly reminded by my pain of their negligence. still, i know i need to forgive them. only God can help me with that one.

we got all of our nutcrackers out last night! they are so festive, and i think they are one of the most non-cheesy christmas decorations. we also played a lot of farkle last night. farkle makes my heart smile.

plans for the weekend: today- errands/clean, craft day with faith, date tonight of subway (tryin' to be healthy...) and renting julie and julia. (i've heard so many good things about that movie, so i am excited!) plus i'm sure we'll play farkle. tomorrow- shop for an angel from an angel tree, hopefully make christmas cookies, and go to my parents' house to visit with my aunt and cousin who are coming into town (i haven't seen them in about 12 years for my aunt and even longer for my cousin). i'm sure we'll play farkle. sunday- make christmas cookies if we didn't get to do it saturday, church, then hanging out with the wendorfs; i'm sure we'll play farkle.

our half marathon training has been going quite well, despite the ridiculous weather we've been having. i have been writing down everything i eat, too, which helps me stay in check. i think i'm losing weight, but i may have to wait until tomorrow to see for sure... i definitely feel better, so that is one goal achieved! tomorrow the high is supposed to be in the 50s so hopefully we won't have to go to the work out room yet again. it's so boring to run in there.

well i have got to get ready and begin the day! did i mention that next weekend is our birthday party! i can't wait! weeee!

Monday, December 7, 2009

Just Playing Along

Hello, Deanna, my loyal reader! haha :)

and in case anyone else reads this...

so deanna showed me a new blog called heart of light and oh em gee. this girl has some of the cutest stuff on there! i saw that she had an etsy site and i died. then deanna tells me that she has tutorials on her blog that show you how to make the stuff!!! ahhhhh! i seriously was getting so excited that i had to walk away from the computer. then i showed faith and she died, too. so i found a new project. if it all turns out cute enough, i'll have some new christmas presents to be giving out. weee!

let's talk about this weekend. so thursday night my love had to go out of town, which killed me. i went to girls' night at jenny's but i started crying as soon as i walked in. he was only gone one night and one day but i HATE when he has to leave. then friday i taught and finally at like 9 pm i went and got him from the airport. we were supposed to go on a date, but that didn't happen since it was so late. saturday we ran some errands and then we celebrated the four year anniversary of our first date! it technically was sunday, but we had church that night. we went to roti grill in plano for dinner. i love that place, but since we have discovered how to make our own chicken masala, i think i'll stick with cooking it here. i do love their samosas, though! then we went to a game night at justin and jenny's. it was fun. we played a new game called "funglish". it's really fun! check it out! have i ever put our recipe for chicken masala up here? well here it is:

Chicken Tikka Masala

Ingredients

Marinade

1 cup yogurt

1 tbsp lemon juice

2 tsp ground cumin

1 tsp ground cinnamon

1 tsp cayenne pepper

2 tsp freshly ground black pepper

1 tsp ground ginger

1 tsp salt, or to taste

3 boneless skinless chicken breasts, cut into bite-size pieces

Sauce: (best if recipe is doubled)

1 tbsp butter (or more to thicken)

1 clove garlic, minced

½ jalapeno pepper, finely chopped, seeds removed

2 tsp ground cumin

2 tsp paprika

1 tsp salt, or to taste

1 (8 ounce) can tomato sauce

1 cup whole milk

Directions

In a large bowl, combine yogurt, lemon juice, 2 tsp cumin, cinnamon, cayenne, black pepper, ginger, and 4 tsp salt. Stir in chicken, cover, and refrigerate for 1 hour.

Drain marinade from chicken. On a stovetop, heat chicken until cooked through.

Melt butter in a large heavy skillet over medium heat. Sauté garlic and jalapeno for 1 minute. Season with 2 tsp cumin, paprika, and salt. Stir in tomato sauce and milk. Simmer on low heat until sauce thickens, about 20 minutes. Add chicken, and simmer for 10 minutes. Put on top of basmati rice.

Nutrition Facts

Serving Size 256 g

Amount Per Serving

Calories 446

Calories from Fat 104

% Daily Value*

Total Fat 11.6g

18%

Saturated Fat 3.9g

20%

Trans Fat 0.0g

Cholesterol 108mg

36%

Sodium 874mg

36%

Total Carbohydrates 44.2g

15%

Dietary Fiber 2.1g

8%

Sugars 5.1g

Protein 39.2g

Vitamin A 13%

Vitamin C 7%

Calcium 15%

Iron 17%

Nutrition Grade B

* Based on a 2000 calorie diet

you may notice that i have included the nutrition information. well, i found a website that helps you find out that information. you type in your recipe and it tells you the nutrition info! so cool! you sometimes have to change how you word your ingredients, though, or it won't find the info for them. for instance, we made chili and i typed "1 chopped poblano pepper", but it didn't bring up that info. then i typed "1 pepper, poblano", and it came up. if it doesn't have the information for a particular ingredient, it will have a red or yellow flag beside it. if it does have the info, it will put a green flag! here's the site:

http://caloriecount.about.com/cc/recipe_analysis.php

i'm so excited about this. i love finding new recipes but if the nutrition info isn't included, sometimes i'm discouraged from using that recipe. i am always at least TRYING to be healthy!

speaking of trying to be healthy, we decided to start training for a half marathon. i know. it's crazy. basically what happened was we were watching Biggest Loser over Thanksgiving break, and the "where are they now" episode came on. one of the guys was talking about doing an Iron Man, and i was saying that that is so stupid. why would you need to do that ever? i guess it's really awesome if you can do it, but i don't see a point in trying for it, at least for myself. so then i was telling matt that the only thing like that i can see going for is a 1/2 marathon. well, there was my mistake- verbalizing that dream! now we are training. as you are reading this, you may think that i really am distraught over it, but i'm not. we are taking it slow. at the end of january we will do a 5K, then another if i'm not ready for a 10 yet. then we will do 1 or two 10 Ks and then we will do the half. our goal is just a year from now to do the half, but if it's sooner then great! we have been really good with our training schedule. it's kind of fun, and it's definitely motivating us to both work out. we started last week, and so this week i am starting to write down everything i eat- just to be more mindful of it. that tends to help me eat much better. and lordy lordy i need to lose weight. i'm not saying this in a "wah i'm fat" kind of way. no, i just need to lose it to be healthier.

so here is our chili recipe. our friend justin made it on halloween and we loved it so much. it is a little spicy, so next time we make it we will change it to what i'm going to type below, but it is so good and healthy healthy!!

Justin's Freaking Awesome Turkey Chili

INGREDIENTS

2 cups chopped onion

4 garlic cloves, chopped fine or 2 tsp minced garlic

1 chopped green passillo/pobalano pepper

1 chopped green Anaheim chili pepper

1/4 cup olive oil

5 (15 oz) cans stewed tomatoes, crushed

2 (15 oz) mixed Chili Beans

2 Tbsp tomato paste

3/4 cup chicken stock

4 Tbsp of Chili powder

2 Tbsp ground cumin

1 Tbsp dried hot red pepper flakes (2 if you like the heat)

2 teaspoon dried oregano

(optional) 1 Tbsp salt, plus more if desired to taste

1/2 teaspoon black pepper

1 pound 93/7 cooked ground turkey

Cooking Directions

1 In a large, 8-quart, thick-bottom pot, cook the onion and green pepper over medium high heat, stirring, until golden, about 5 minutes. Add the garlic, chili powder, cumin, and red pepper flakes and cook, stirring, for a minute or two more. Add a bit more olive oil if needed.

2 Add tomatoes, tomato paste, stock. beans, oregano, salt, pepper, and cooked turkey meat. Bring mixture to a simmer and reduce heat to low. Simmer, uncovered, for an hour.

3 Salt to taste. Add 1 to 3 teaspoons of sugar to take the edge of the acidity of the tomatoes if desired.

Makes about 12 cups.

it's been the perfect weather for chili, huh? :) i've also been loving banana smoothies. to make a big one or to make one to share, put 1 cup of skim milk in a blender, plus 1 banana (you may want to break it into a few pieces), a splash of vanilla, 1-2 packets of splenda OR 1 tbsp sugar, 8 ice cubes. blend until no more ice chunks. YUM!

let's talk about christmas. (ok let me side track for a moment. i know my entries can be really long, but i also don't update very often, so... bah.) so at church the other week, i heard BarlowGirl's "Hallelujia (Light is Come)". BEST CHRISTMAS SONG EVER. it really really helped me to understand the point of christmas. i mean, of course the point is that Jesus was born, but to be honest... which maybe is a bad idea in a blog that anyone can read... i just didn't see the point in celebrating Jesus being born, because He died for our sins, and that's what we need to celebrate. well, no, that's wrong. it IS something to celebrate, because people were praying for a savior, and God sent one in His son. this song sounds beautiful, too, so check it out.

also, we put our tree up. it's very beautiful. i love justin and jenny's tree with the birds and stuff, so i got some little owls to put in there. it's a very woodsy/woodland sort of theme, and i like it a lot. we put some pine cones in the tree and we have some in a dish on the table. the ornaments are all silver/gold/bronze/glittery brown. it's great. of course before we got the tree, i had already wrapped the presents with a paper that was not matching the tree, but it's still good. those presents won't be under the tree for much longer! haha :) here's a pic of the tree.

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that's duke in the way of the tree. he's so weird but fun.


oh! we also had a thanksgiving potluck with our friends. here's a picture of our costumes:


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we did this last year, too, but on thanksgiving day with our families.


also i needed to say that i am loving keane's CDs. i have heard hopes and fears and i already knew about that but matt also has perfect symmetry on our computer and i'm really loving it. i titled this entry "just playing along", because i was listening to it and i just love it so much! also, i just finished reading "beautiful boy" by david scheff. it's really good. it's his memoir and his story about his son's addiction to meth. really good stuff. i knew it would be. i saw it in starbucks this past spring break or the spring break before and i wanted it but i didn't have enough money for it at the time. (it was still in hardback.) so it came out in paperback and i got it. next i am going to read "loose girl, a memoir of promiscuity" by kerry cohen. right now i have a lot of nonfiction to finish up but as soon as i have one or two of those books out of the way, i'm reading it.


well, i have a lot more to get done today, so i better be done blogging for today. hopefully i'll update more this week! weee!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

it's been a while

i know it's been a while since i've written, and the only reason i am doing it now is because our friends beau and jill got a blog and it inspired me to write today! it is now november, and the last time i wrote was the first day of fall! since then, we have had bad hair cuts, celebrated halloween, met a member of my favorite band, gone to the fair, and had many many instances of spending time with friends.

so on halloween, i had written that i was going to make my costume and be a cupcake. matt was a baker. it was too cute.


at the halloween party, i made a sandwich roll that looks like a snake. (thanks, paula deen! you can find the recipe on foodtv.com.) it turned out really cute. i will add a picture of that, as well. :)


that same weekend, on sunday, matt and i had tickets to go see the hanson concert in dallas. well i love hanson so much. they are the only famous people i ever cared about meeting. well as we were walking up to the door, we took a path that no one else was taking, and i look over near the tour buses and i see isaac!! so i'm like, "matt! that is isaac hanson!" and matt says, "well do you want his autograph? we have our ticket stubs!" and so we walk over and he was so nice and gave me his autograph and took a picture with me! i was on cloud 9 for the rest of the night. it was so exciting :). plus that night they had a GREAT concert, and there was a new cd for sale! yay!


this is a pretty terrible picture of both of us, but i still wanted to put it up because it is so exciting!

of course there have been other events since then, but these were the best pictures. i will try to be better about blogging, especially as the holidays are approaching :).

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

first day of fall!

hello, deanna. haha you are the only person who reads my blog!!

so this morning i made pumpkin pudding in honor of the first day of fall.

pumpkin pudding

ingredients
1 large package vanilla pudding
2 1/2 cups milk (or the amount required to make the pudding)
1- 8 oz container cool whip
1- 15 oz can of pure pumpkin
pumpkin pie spice (optional)

directions
mix it all together! it would be best to mix the pudding mix and milk first, so that you get all the lumps out, then with a wooden spoon mix the rest in. if you use "light", "sugar free", or "fat free" for any of these ingredients, you will decrease the calories quite a bit. so that's another reason this recipe rocks.

tonight amanda is coming over and we are going to have a fall festival with pumpkin pudding and chili. yummmy! maybe we can watch biggest loser, also.

so i decided to be a cupcake for halloween!

i got opaque grey footless tights (because i couldn't find the silver metallic leggings i'd seen at target and made fun of before) to act as the cupcake paper. i will wear shorts on top of them, just in case my topping comes up and shows too much throughout the night.

then for the top of the cupcake, i got an off-white twin fitted sheet and cut a hole in the middle for my head. because twin sheets are much longer than they are wide, i'll have to pin or sew the front and back up inside it self to make it more even. this idea was perfect, though, because it sort of balloons out at the bottom like icing would! then i'll need to decorate that part like a cupcake with ribbon and something to act as sprinkles.

well for the top of the cupcake, i was going to try to find a red beret, but first of all, hats are at least 15 dollars and i'll never wear it again. plus i couldn't find a red one anyway! so then i thought about using a dark pink loofah or a pink wig or wrapping a pink feather boa around my neck (i just wanted the boa- it had nothing to do with a cupcake). but then i decided to just look for a fake cherry. well i found a whole box of them that you might put in a vase or something! so i got those and a headband and hot glued two of the cherries on the headband. the box of cherries was still more than i wanted to spend, but we can put them in a vase as a decoration and actually use them again. so anyway, i am really excited about being a cupcake for halloween!!

when i finish the costume, i'll take a picture. alright it is time for me to continue my day off!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

get low, schwarty

the village dallas opened this weekend! praise the Lord! i know He will do wonderful things through that campus, and i'm so excited that deanna and allison get to go!!

sooo... i guess i didn't really update at all this week!

monday was labor day so that was fun because matt stayed home. we went to his parents' house and then everyone fell asleep so we just left. then luke and amanda came over for tacos and we all went to home group together. wait... i did write about this!! ha ha :)

tuesday allison and reese came over... did i say that? i baby sat him while she went to the dentist, and we made sam a bear for her first football game. she is the mascot, and she is really good. it was fun going to her game.

wednesday i went to my bible study in the morning, and i'm really excited about it. i have done four chapters in Matthew now, and God has been showing me a lot. then that night, faith came over and we talked a lot, which was fun. the boys had a cigar night, though not everyone had them.

thursday i didn't do much, and when matt got home from work we just watched arrested development.

friday, i subbed. it was so wonderful! it made me realize how much i really miss teaching every day. i had a great class that day, too, which helps of course! *sigh* it was also fun seeing all the teachers there. katie, one of my mentor teachers during student teaching, teaches second grade, which is the grade i subbed in, so i got to spend a lot of time with her. i already have three sub jobs for next week and 5 for october, so that is good. i think that i'm starting to appreciate just subbing a few times a week and then being done when i leave... as in, i don't have to take stuff home. of course, if i got a teaching job now, i wouldn't mind doing it, because i love it so much. anyway...

saturday, it was still raining. we woke up later than usual, and decided to go on a picnic in the rain with the smiths. it was so fun!! we ate leftover tacos, and then decided to go on a spontaneous sprinkles run! those cupcakes are delish, i tell you!! that night we went to church and afterwards, we went to the smiths to play some games. it was fantastic. we played imaginiff. it's so fun and funny! we laughed so much that night, you might have thought we were drunk. there was definitely no alcohol involved. some people were hyped up on caffeine, but other than that, we were cleaaan. we got home super late that night...

so sunday we woke up late! haha :) then we took all of our dvds (over 100) and took the DVDs out of the cases, put them in a DVD book holder thing, and threw away the cases. we are going to give the little shelf to allison. i'm so glad it's going to be gone!! it looks so much cleaner in here :). we also have been cleaning, which i am taking a break from to write this!

This week, I already have three sub jobs Mon-Wed. I'll be missing my Bible study (ok why do i sometimes capitalize the right letters, and sometimes not? i'm done now.) but i'll be there next week. tomorrow we are going to jason mraz; tuesday shelley is coming over; wednesday i'm having dinner with michelle; thursday doctor's appointment; friday and the weekend are free! i'm sure it will be a good time, but we'll have to see what happens! :)

now here are two recipes, one for tacos, one for amazing rice.

Mexican Rice

Ingredients:

3 tablespoons vegfetable oil
1 cup uncooked long-grain rice (i used brown instant rice)
1 teaspoon garlic salt
1/2 teaspoon ground cumin
1/2 cup chopped onion
1/2 chopped green bell pepper
1/2 cup tomato sauce
2 cups chicken broth (i used the make it yourself kind)
1-2 tbsp chili powder

Directions:

1. Heat oil in a large saucepan over medium heat and add rice. Cook, stirring constantly, until puffed and golden. While rice is cooking, sprinkle with salt and cumin.
2. Stir in onions and cook until tender. Stir in tomato sauce and chicken broth: bring to a boil. Reduce heat to low, cover and simmer for 20 to 25 minutes. Fluff with a fork.



Amazing Tacos

Ingredients:

2 pounds pork shoulder roast (or beef roast, whatever you have)
*-[for more flavorful meat, double the following ingredients, except salt]-*
1 (4 ounce) can diced green chilies, drained
2 tablespoons chili powder
1/2 teaspoon dried oregano
1/2 teaspoon taco seasoning
1 teaspoon minced garlic
3/4 teaspoon salt, or to taste

Directions from the recipe:

1. Preheat the oven to 300 degrees F.

2. Place the roast on top of a large piece of aluminum foil. In a small bowl, stir together the green chilies, chili powder, oregano, taco seasoning, and garlic. Rub onto the roast. Wrap foil around the roast so that it is completely covered, using additional aluminum foil if necessary. Place on top of a roasting rack in a baking dish, or place a cookie sheet on an oven rack below to catch any leaks.

3. Roast meat for 3 1/2 to 4 hours in the preheated oven, until falling apart. Remove from the oven and shred into small pieces using two forks. Season with salt to taste.

What we did:

1. Put the roast into your crock pot and turn it on to cook on low for 8-10 hours... or however long before you're going to eat.

2. In a small bowl, stir together the green chilies, chili powder, oregano, taco seasoning, and garlic. Rub onto the roast.

3. When you're ready to eat (the meat will be done if you let it go the whole time in the crock pot, even if you do it on high for 4-6 hours), pull it apart with two forks!

These are so good!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

the stars get red and oh the night's so blue

so serving at church on the welcome team was so fun. we got to see so many people and it was just great. after church we went out with everyone but then we went to the smiths to play games. sunday matt and i just lazed around all day, and we decided we needed to get out after dinner, and the smiths called and asked us to go to fireside pies with david and faith and luke and amanda. oh. my. word. that place was soooo good!!! then most of them came over here to play games and i made some delicious cupcakes... i just used a box mix, but added chocolate chips. and then i made this great icing recipe, which i cut in half, that jenny gave me:

Chocolate Icing by Jenny Smith

Ingredients:

5 cups confectioner's sugar
1 1/2 cups unsweetened cocoa
1 cup (2 sticks) butter, softened
3/4 cup milk
2 tsp vanilla extract
1/2 tsp salt

Directions:

In large bowl, mix with mixer at low speed, adding all the ingredients, until well blended. Increase speed to high; beat until frosting is light and fluffing and an easy spreading consistency. Then eat and enjoy!

it was so stinking good. then last night luke and amanda came over for dinner before home group, and that was fun. home group was such a rich experience. the girls broke up into smaller groups of 4 and i was with faith, amanda, and jenny. God just really revealed to us how much He has blessed our friendships with trust and openness and it's just such a beautiful thing. in the whole group time, we all talked about missional living, and i was very convicted... i think a lot of us were. the whole time was just very rich... i know i already said that but it's the best word i can think of.

today allison and reese are coming over and then i'm going to go to sam's first football game- she's the mascot! we are meeting matt and the rest of my family there so i am excited. you have good life now!

Friday, September 4, 2009

ohhh man.

'ello govna!

wow. what a week!! well tuesday was nothing exciting. i didn't feel well so i watched a lot of tv, including a&e's hoarders, which then made me feel like a mega-lazy bum in a dirty house... even though i didn't feel good, and our apartment is uber-clean. also shelley came over that night and we are going to try to hang out every tuesday! i hope so.

wednesday i signed up for a bible study... "how to study the bible"... i think it will be really good. i'm really looking forward to it and growing with God through this. i also signed matt and i up to serve at church on the welcome team the first saturday of every month. after i signed up, i just got this amazing, God-given peace about everything from not having a job to realizing i was given this time off for something good. everything just felt like it was exactly how God wanted it to be going.

well, five minutes after i talk to matt about all of this on the phone, he calls me back and says that his boss wanted to put him on a project that is based out of the UK, and if it all worked out matt would have to be in london for 3 weeks... but i could go, too. work is supposed to start monday. YES. this monday! so at first we are all excited, but then i start getting this nagging feeling that we should not go because of my previous paragraph. and then i started thinking of all these other reasons not to go, like... how could we not see our friends for THREE WEEKS??? i mean i know some people could go that long, but we hang out with our friends at least 3 times a week and we are really close to all of them. plus even if his company paid for my ticket, we would be spending so much money, and i would get lonely during the day while he was working, and he'd be working probably 12 hour days, and it might get extended to a full month... so even though it does seem like the perfect opportunity, because we don't have kids, and i'm not tied down to a job, i really don't think it's what God wants for us at this time. plus... i honestly and truly have never cared that much about going to london. but anyway, that has been a big part of our week.

wednesday night we took my car over to matt's parents' house and he fixed it... i think. the air conditioner runs but it's finicky when i first start driving. it takes about 5 minutes for it to finally be consistent and that sucks. i guess it's better than having no a/c at all though. we went to david and faith's to show them after matt fixed it, and we ended up staying there for a long time... well... it was a long time for just stopping by and for 10 at night. still, it was fun :).

thursday morning jenny came over and that was so fun. we just talked a long time and then we went to corner bakery for lunch... mmmmmmm tomato basil soup and uptown turkey no tomatoes... after she left i watched plain truth with mariska hargitay that was made out of the jodi picoult novel, plain truth. it was pretty good. then i got this huge chocolate craving and i made brownie cupcakes. OMG. they were fantastic. well, the recipe only made 12, but i still didn't want 12 cupcakes lying around so we took some to luke and amanda, and stayed there for a while talking. (see? we DEFINITELY see our friends a lot!) also yesterday we went to barnes and noble and i got the first book in the charlaine harris, "sookie stackhouse novel" series. these books became trueblood on HBO. i haven't watched the show, because deanna told me there was a lot of sex in it, but i've heard the books were really good. i just got one in case i don't like it. if i do, though, there are quite a few books in this series, and she has written many other books. that will be fun :).

today i am going to go shopping with deanna, and tonight we are going to take david and faith to chuy's for dinner to thank david for helping with my car so much. then we might go to la duni for some delicious cake or sprinkles for some cupcakes. it all depends if we want dessert by then. tomorrow we are going to matt's manager's house for a work party. we have to bring something, but i don't know what to bring. it goes against my principles to go buy something for it, but i don't really want to bake- they never say thank you even when i make something specifically because i was asked. i guess i take after my grandpa with this kind of attitude. then saturday night we start serving on the welcome team at church. thennnn we will probably go to dinner with our friends. (see? this will be the 6th time with them this week, and that does not include phone calls and texts that would not be made if we were overseas because of the unbelievable charges.) i don't really know what we will do sunday- maybe visit my family- but then monday morning we are going to matt's parents' i think. i am not actually sure. it would be fun for matt and i to go on a date this weekend since it's 3 days long. there are a lot of movies i've been wanting to see.

ok here is the recipe for brownie cupcakes. it was really easy and you probably already have everything in your kitchen... i did!

oh my goodness. there is CHOCOLATE on the bottom of this cookbook!! ha aha ha. that's a good sign i think. it's 500 cupcakes by fergal connolly. matt's brother, justin, gave it to me for christmas two years ago. it has some good stuff, but some weird stuff too. this recipe was fairly simple.
Chocolate Brownie Cupcakes

Ingredients:

3/4 cup semisweet chocolate chips (i used milk chocolate, because it's what we had)
1/2 cup (1 stick) sweet butter (we didn't use sweet butter, we didn't have it)
2 eggs
1 1/2 cups superfine sugar (i used regular sugar)
1 tsp vanilla extract
1 cup all- purpose flour

preheat the oven to 325 degrees F. Place 12 paper baking cups in a muffin pan. Melt the chocolate and butter in a double boiler or medium bowl set over a pan of simmering water, stirring until melted. (i just put it in a microwave safe bowl, put it in for 30 seconds, stirred, another 30 seconds, stirred, until smooth). set aside to cool. in a medium bowl, beat the eggs, sugar, and vanilla until pale and thick. fold in the chocolate and then the flour, mixing until well combined.

spoon batter into cups. bake for 25 minutes. remove pan from oven and cool for 5 minutes. then remove cupcakes and cool on a rack.

you may serve it with vanilla cream topping, but i did not think that was necessary. however...

Ingredients:

1 cup heavy cream
1 tsp vanilla extract
3 tbsp confectioners' sugar, sifted

For the topping, beat the cream in a medium bowl until semi-stiff. fold in the vanilla and confectioners' sugar. place a dollop or two on each brownie.

store without topping in an airtight container for up to 2 days.

makes 1 dozen.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

this is a long one

this weekend was so fun!! friday morning i cleaned cleaned cleaned. from 7:30 till 12!!! then aunt betty came over and i helped her with some resume stuff. well at 2:30 i had to start cooking, because i was making chicken and dumplings for when david and faith came over for dinner that night. i made that stuff from SCRATCH!! it took 4 1/2 hours!!!! holy cow. so i start off by cutting up the veggies which takes me longer than it takes hubby. then i start the chicken... i take most of the skin off and then... i accidentally look inside... and there was something ORGAN-LIKE AND BLOOD-RED IN THERE!!!! i screamed, but luckily aunt betty was still here and is not grossed out by that junk, so she finished cutting up the chicken for me. so i learned something about myself that day, i hate birds- dead or alive. i'll eat it, and that's as far as it goes. come thanksgiving, matt will be the turkey-handler. that's all folks. well anyways, so i make the chicken stock, and as it was cooking it just didn't smell very good. so then i start to get nervous, because if we already went through all of that and it tastes like doo-doo, i'm going to have to kick someone. well then matt came home and we separated the stock from the veggies and chicken, he took out the bones, and we finished it all up. then he made the dumplings and let me tell you, it turned out AMAZING. it was totally worth spending 4 1/2 hours start to finish on it. plus i think knowing that there was that much work involved made it taste even better. so then after we all ate, we played some yahtzee and it was really fun. i don't know why we have been liking yahtzee lately, but we do. so here's the recipe:

CHICKEN AND DUMPLINGS

prep time: 20 minutes
start to finish: 3 hours 5 minutes (let's try 4 and a half hours, people!)
4 servings (i couldn't believe this. there is soooo much!!)

Ingredients:

-1 cut-up whole chicken (3 to 3 1/2 pounds) or chicken pieces with bones
-2 medium stalks celery, with leaves, cut up
-2 medium carrots, sliced
-1 small onion (well, we used 1/2)
-1 tbsp chopped fresh parsley or 2 tsp parsley flakes
-1 tsp saltBold
-1/8 tsp pepper
-5 cups water
-2 1/2 cups original bisquick mix
-2/3 cup milk

Directions:

1. remove and discard excess fat and guts from chicken. you want to keep the bones in for now because you are making a chicken stock. in 4-quart dutch oven (or a large pot, like we used), place chicken, celery, carrot, onion, parsley, salt, pepper and water. cover and heat to boiling; reduce heat. simmer about 2 hours or until juice of chicken is clear when thickest part is cut to bone (170*F for breasts; 180*F for thighs and legs).

2. remove chicken and vegetables from pot. remove bones from chicken. it's difficult to get every single bone, so when you are eating, be careful. skim 1/2 cup fat from broth if you can get that much. reserve. transfer broth to large bowl; reserve 4 cups (you can reserve the remaining broth for another use)

3. in dutch oven, heat reserved 1/2 cup fat, or butter, over low heat. stir in 1/2 cup of the bisquick mix. cook, stirring constantly, until mixture is smooth and bubbly; remove from heat. stir in reserved 4 cups broth. heat to boiling, stirring constantly. boil and stir 1 minute. add chicken and vegetables; reduce heat to low. heat about 20 minutes or until hot. during this time, i tried to shred the chicken to smaller pieces.

4. in medium bowl, stir remaining 2 cups bisquick and themilk with wire whisk or fork until soft dough forms. drop dough by spoonfuls onto hot chicken mixture. do not drop directly into the liquid. cook uncovered over low heat 10 minutes. cover and cook 10 minutes longer... well, it actually took us about 30 minutes, and we had to flip the dumplings over eventually. just watch them, because you want the dough to be cooked, not raw, but it's ok if it gets soggy.
now one of the best parts of this recipe is that it came with the nutrition information. keep in mind that this is FOUR servings, and if you don't eat 1/4th of this, you won't be consuming this much anyway.

calories: 680
calories from fat: 270
total fat: 30 g
sodium: 1680 mg
carbohydrate: 55 g
fiber: 3 g
sugars: 6 g
protein: 47 g
so then saturday we went on a date to the fort worth fuzzy's (the one by tcu), which was very crowded and loud and had bad service. don't go there. and we also went to the modern museum of art. that was cool, but i realized that after about an hour of art, i'm done. we also made tres leches. i had it once at taco diner, and it was very good. this recipe was just as good in my opinion, but the colder it is, the better it tastes. it might even taste best if it was frozen and then you let it thaw for a short time. also, we were making it for a movie night, so we couldn't taste the cake after it was completely done before we left, so i tasted the batter (amazing), i tasted the three milks mixed together (phenomenal), and i tasted the whipped cream (heavenly). i knew it would be good all together! here's the recipe:

Tres Leches (Milk Cake)

Ingredients:

1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
1 tsp baking powder
1/2 cup unsalted butter
1 cup white sugar
5 eggs
1/2 tsp vanilla extract
2 cups whole milk
1 (14 ounce) can sweetened condensed milk
1 (12 fluid ounce) can evaporated milk
1 1/2 cups heavy whipping cream
1 cup white sugar
1 tsp vanilla extract

Directions:

1. preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Grease and flour one 9X13 inch baking pan. You need a larger pan, because the milks will be poured in later, and you don't want it to overflow.

2. sift flour and baking powder together and set aside.

3. cream butter or margarine and the 1 cup sugar together until fluffy. add eggs and the 1/2 tsp vanilla extract; beat well.

4. add the flour mixture to the butter mixture 2 tbsp at a time; mix until well blended. pour batter into prepared pan.

5. baking at 350 degrees F for 30 minutes. pierce cake several times with a fork when it is done. let the cake cool completely.

6. combine the whole milk, condensed milk, and evaporated milk together. pour over the top of the cooled cake. place in refrigerator.

7. whip whipping cream, the remaining 1 cup of sugar, and the remaining 1 tsp vanilla together until thick and soft peaks form. spread over the top of cake. be sure and keep cake refrigerated, because like i said, it is best served cold. mmm.

we made this cake, because justin and jenny hosted a black and white movie night. we watched the 1940's flick, the night has eyes. it was cheesy, but i loved it! we had so much great food and then we played this fun game that luke brought up.

i'll do my best to explain it. so everyone sits in a circle, and i'm going to pretend there are 12 people playing. so each person needs 12 pieces of paper, and on the first page, at the top, write your name very small. this is your stack. each person writes a phrase on that piece of paper. any phrase- from "disney world" to "the night has eyes" to "michael jordan flies over the moon on his unicorn" to "chuppacabra". when everyone has their phrase, pass your stacks of paper to the left. now you have a new stack of paper. read the phrase, put that paper at the back of the stack, and draw a picture to go along with the phrase. when everyone is done with their picture, pass the stack to the left. (you can be passing to the right, but pass to the right the whole game.) now you have a new stack of paper. look at the picture, put that paper at the back of the stack, and now write a phrase to go along with the picture. when everyone is done, pass the stacks to the left. continue with this pattern until you wind up with your stack of paper. however, before you give the original stacks back to the original people, put your last thing at the back so that they see their phrase to begin with. don't look at what everyone did yet! each person shares with the group, and that should be the first time you see what is in your stack- when you are sharing it with the group. it is so fun and you will laugh your behind off.
we didn't leave their house until like 12:30 which is really late for us! then sunday i went to brunch with amanda, and that was really fun. we went to ashley furniture and world market, where i saw so much cute kitchen stuff, but i don't NEED any of it. sad day. i came home and took a nap, and then we went to church at 7. we ran into luke and amanda, justin, and david and faith, and it was so wonderful. we were literally surrounded by our closest friends while praising the Lord and it was just remarkable. that moment took my breath away. the Lord is so good and perfect and awe-inspiring, and to be able to revel in that with close friends and your spouse is such a gift from Him.

monday we woke up and matt stayed home, because we were going to get my car fixed. we thought it was the compressor and that was going to be 700-800 dollars to fix. my car is worth 1000 dollars. so it made more sense to buy a new car, which we are hopefully going to do in the next year anyway. so we start looking at cars online and get a quote from the insurance company and all; well come to find out MATT can fix my car and it's going to be like 100 dollars or something. i know i should be thankful for that, because we aren't having to spend a lot of money on a car now, but at the same time, i was really excited about finally getting a new car! bummer. then allison came over and we decorated her school binder like a scrapbook-it's adorable- and we played singstar-fun and hilarious- and watched the end of I Love You Man, because she hadn't seen the end.

well monday night, david and faith, justin and jenny, and craig and angela came over for a game and pizza night. we played luke's game again, and ate pizza, and i made these delicious lemon blossoms from paula deen's show. they were a hit! it was funny, because when i watched the show, paula said that every time she takes them somewhere, they are a hit! she was right. they are like little lemon cake doughnuts. i also made "heavenly muffins". simple- mix some chocolate chip cookie dough, put it in mini muffin tins. cook it according to the directions of the cookies. when it comes out, put a mini reese's peanut butter cup in it. delish. here is paula deen's recipe of the lemon blossoms:

Lemon Blossoms by Paula Deen

Ingredients:

-18 1/2 ounce package yellow cake mix
-1 1/2 ounce package instant lemon pudding mix
-4 large eggs
-3/4 cup vegetable oil

Glaze:

-4 cups confectioners' sugar
-1/3 cup fresh lemon juice (i just used it from the bottle)
-1 lemon, zested
-3 tbsp vegetable oil
-3 tbsp water

Directions:

preheat oven to 350 degrees F.

spray mini muffin tins with vegetable oil cooking spray. combine the cake mix, pudding mix, eggs and oil and blend well with an electric mixer until smooth, about 2 minutes. pour a small amount of batter, filling each muffin tin half way. bake for 12 minutes. turn out into a tea towel.

to make the glaze, sift the sugar into a mixing bowl. add the lemon juice, zest, oil, and 3 tbsp water. mix with a spoon until smooth.

with fingers (or a fork, piercing the bottom of the cakes, not the top so they can still look pretty!), dip the cupcakes into the glaze while they are still warm (i waited until they cooled a bit), covering as much of the cake as possible, or spoon the glaze over the warm cupcakes, turning them to completely coat. place on wire racks with wax paper or foil underneath to catch any drips (and there will be a lot!). let the glaze set thoroughly, about 1 hour, before storing in containers with tight-fitting lids.

deliciousness in your mouth!
anyway, that was a super fun night, but i'm excited to rest today. have a fabulous tuesday, peoples!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

thursday bursday

this morning i went to renew my subbing application or whatever you'd call it... i wanted to look cute-ish, and it was raining, and my air conditioner in my car doesn't work... yeah that was not good. i didn't look so cute by the time i got home. oh well. today i made a collage for allison. i'm not sure if i want to just give that to her or put a picture in the middle of it... that's pretty much all i did today. i am so lame. i almost hung out with jenny but then she had to work, so we're going to hang out tomorrow morning. that will be fun. ok i don't even know why i am writing a post right now. i have nothing to say!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

house wife-ing!

hola! so today i decided to brave the no-air-conditioned-car and pick up some groceries and start a project. groceries- boring. project- yay! i printed out some pictures from our camera that we have been accumulating. they have been looking really good so i wanted to display them somehow. we have an awesome cork board in our kitchen that i made out of wine corks, but i don't want to put pictures on that because it is so pretty. anyways, i printed out the pics and i got some black picture frames of all different styles and we are going to hang them over our dresser in our bedroom. they are all pictures of us and i think it looks really good. i am going to test out putting a picture on this blog now:


ok i did it. cool. anyway, i think it will look really cool. i saw it in the ikea catalogue, and we have been wanting to do this for a while. we have some really good pictures in there. matt took the ones of me and i took the ones of him, obviously.

so tomorrow i am going to go up to the substitute office to renew being a sub for this year. i've already mentioned my thoughts on it, but at least i will feel like i am doing something, ya know? then friday night david and faith are coming over and we are going to eat some chicken and dumplins. i have never made it before, but i think it will be good. matt got the recipe online. if it's good, i'll let you know... if i remember. ;) saturday night after church we are going to the JJs' for a black and white movie night. i'm excited. everyone is supposed to bring something for dinner, and matt is going to make tres leches cake. i hope it's good. i had it one time at taco diner... mmmm... if this is anywhere near as good as that was, we'll be good to go! i might also bring tuna noodle casserole- super easy: box of mac and cheese, can of cream of mushroom, can of tuna. today i made some chocolate chip cookies for matt for a surprise. i can write this now, because he is leaving work in two minutes, and i know he won't read this. i use the recipe out of the joy of cooking... usually i would use about a tablespoon of dough per cookie, and they would turn out delicious, but today i decided to really follow the directions and use a teaspoon of dough. they are so thin, but still gooey and soft and delicious. they are thinner than the chocolate chips in them! it's weird, but delicious.

sunday i am going to main street bistro to eat brunch with amanda. i'm excited. we have this new tradition where every couple months or so we go to brunch and catch up. if she isn't reading this blog, she will be surprised to hear we got cable. we were in the "no cable" club, but they got it and then we got it... so i guess now we're in the "yes cable" club? hmm... anyway, brunch is a fun tradition for us.

so today i watched an episode of "i didn't know i was pregnant". omg. that show CREEPED me out!! i can't imagine not knowing and then having a child to take care of. you have no time to prepare; neither by buying things and getting ready for the baby, nor by mentally being ready for a CHILD. the other day i was looking through old pictures and i found some of allison when she was pregnant with reese. it's pretty weird that a BABY was in her in those pictures, and especially weird that that baby was reese. he's so big now. i love him. he's probably the cutest baby i've ever seen too. he's hilarious also. i miss him now. thanks.

i really wish matt would come home so he could help me hang these pictures. i am just so excited about them! ok my friends, it is time for me to go back to doing nothing. no just kidding- i might read. i love jodi.

ok this is how it turned out. i love it.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

no name

ok so today has been rather annoying... i called at&t home entertainment to upgrade our cable package, because the basic one has like 1/2 the channels of time warner's basic package. believe me, we would have time warner if we could, but our complex only offers at&t's service. blows. well it has taken like 3 hours to finally get the channels working, and that is after calling three times and having to speak to three super rude, miserable women. booo.

i've decided to talk about teaching now. i am going to make a list of my thoughts, because i really think there is only one other person who completely gets it all.

-i feel like i am wasting money. i paid for my degree; i paid for my two certifications; i paid for a bunch of teaching materials i was trying to collect before i got a job so that once i got one, spending wouldn't be so crazy.

-i am wasting my passion and talent.

-in a year, i will have to go through all of this again, because your applications are only good for a year, and obviously principals won't keep your emails from the year before. looking for a job super sucks, but knowing it's going to happen again in a set timeline really stinks.

-in a year, if i even get interviews, principals will wonder why i didn't have a job this year. what was wrong with me? and i'll have to answer, "it was the economy." i HATE the word economy and i hate that excuse. i am so tired of it. it all started with greed in the first place.

-i know God gave me this passion and talent, and He has a plan for me. if he clothes the wheat and feeds the birds, He's going to take care of me in this. even though i know this and i remind myself of this, and He reminds me, it's still hard to trust Him. i know what i want, but obviously it isn't what He wants for me.

-subbing is the only other option that makes sense, because at least i will be in a public school environment. at least i would be teaching, and sometimes i'll get to teach kids i know! however, this is a huge blow to my ego. i am way qualified, passionate, talented, and connectable with the kids, but i have to stoop to filling in for the other teachers. most of the time they won't even give me real lesson plans. however, God doesn't care about my ego. if anything, He wants to strip it completely away so that i will completely rely on Him.

-this is a very sucky time and i'm afraid of getting depressed.
ok. i think i feel a little better. tonight we are having cheese-stuffed manicotti. i am excited, because matt will make his homemade pizza sauce for it and it's just super delish. i don't really know what else will happen today. i have some errands to run but my air won't get fixed till saturday, and i really can't bear to drive in the nasty heat unless it's absolutely necessary. now YOU have a superfab day.

Monday, August 24, 2009

hola! como estas?

ok i'm going to try and start over with blogging. i had a wordpress blog, and i decided i didn't want that one. i tried to delete it and it told me that i could not keep the same name, which is MY name... well at blogspot you can keep the same name. so here i am. and when i got here, i realized that i had already had a blog here!!! haha!! :) i talked about a day that deanna and i walked around the park in denton and ate a picnic and then went swimming. i don't really remember that day, but it sounded fun.

so today was the first day of school- the first day of school i have ever missed. i'm sad, but it was still a good day. actually ever since friday the days have been super great! i will list them out for you, because i love lists:

friday- well actually friday was pretty terrible lol. it started off by being clearly rejected by a potential- get that- potential- job. i mean i wasn't even given the chance to interview! then my air conditioner stopped working- in the south- in august. i had decided it would be fun to go see a movie for the last day of summer, and i had an incredibly embarrassing moment there dealing with lady things, and we all got stomach aches from the stinkin' hot dogs we ate! on top of all that, at precisely 4:00 that afternoon, i was officially unemployed thanks to the end of summer. however, i did not cry about having to leave the children, and we also had a fun dinner with matt's manager. those two reasons made it an OK day.

saturday- wow! super great day!!! i felt like a kid with how excited i was at the end of this day. hubby decided to take me on a denton date so we could reminisce at all our old spots. first we went to the little chapel in the woods where we got married. there were weddings going on, of course, because it was saturday, but we walked around and took pictures and stuff. next we ate at fuzzy's and then beth marie's, which we ate at the courthouse where we got engaged. afterwards we went to the in-laws' house and had a nice time! i got a little crafty there, but i don't want to say what i was doing in case anyone in particular reads this... it's a secret. but i was really having fun with that. then beau and jill came over and we went to texas roadhouse... yummm... and they came back to our apartment and we all hung out and talked. i love them so much and i wish we could see them more. we always have so much fun with them and it's so easy to hang out. after they left, i got on facebook, and luke had tweeted that they were all over at the smiths', so we went too. it was really fun. i ate the most amazing cake and icing i ever had. it was good, too, because i only had 3 bites- two of which i shoved in my mouth all at the same time because hubby was trying to get the rest lol.

sunday- we went to church, and Bleecker was leading worship. wow! i guess they are trying to move worship to after the sermon, but we didn't leave for like 15 minutes because i was crying so hard. the Holy Spirit just rocked me and although i was VIBRATING because i was crying so hard, it was a really intense and awesome moment. it actually really went along with the whole sermon, because matt was next to me, but i was completely focused on the Lord. later we ran some errands and what not, and then we went to see my family. that was fun. we played yahtzee. my mom made lobster bisque, but she put the lobster eggs in there so it was hard to eat. that is just so disgusting. i tried not to think about it, but when you know, you know.

today i have just been hanging out, emailing schools unfruitfully, and trying to get back into subbing. to me that's the best option when i don't have a regular teaching job. i'm trying to not talk too much about that, because i will get so sad. but then i went running and did the eliptical a little bit and i watched a bit of TV. it's so great having TV!! then sister bear came over and we went to costco where her new love interest works (ew). afterwards we went to CVS to buy make up and she got a milkshake at steak and shake. also i must say that my hair looks super cute and different today. so i feel good.

tonight we are going to drop dinner off at some kids from our old home group because they just had a baby. i made pot roast and it's going to be amazing! here's what you do:

Natalie's Awesome Amazing Super Fantastic Pot Roast

you'll need:
a roast
a bag of baby carrots
2 stalks of celery
1/4 a yellow onion or more if you'd like
3 cubes of beef bouillon
1/2 cup water
some mashed potatoes

cut up the veggies (not potatoes though) and put them on the bottom of the crock pot. put your roast on, and lay the three cubes of beef boillon randomly on top of the roast. dump in the water and let it cook on high for 4-6 hours or low for 8-10 hours. put your roast and veggies on top of your mashed potatoes, and try NOT to devour it.

i love cooking, and i am so blessed to be given the opportunity to use the gift God gave me.

well i have a lot more i could write about, but i'm done. maybe tomorrow i'll make a list of all the things i love in life.